Before everything it's too late. I just hope that you will able to see this post whenever i'm gone forever. It's been a long time since I last update this blog. Back to my story. To my beautiful wiffey, I know that it's been a tough journey for us through out this 4 years relationship. We have been quarrelling a lot times especially this year even with small matter. To me, in relationship, it is normal for couple to quarrel with each other but not always. I am really greatful to have you in my life. You are really such a lovely and kind person that I've met. You keep telling me that you're fat and ugly but as for me you're totally wrong. You are really gorgeous and adorable girl. I love the way you smile. Whenever you smile it will make me really happy. Since the first day I met you, I really don't like to see whenever you are sad or cry. Each time you cried, I just feel disappointed as I failed to make you happy. I am really sorry for what I've done to you for this these few years. I know that my attitude is becoming worse and worse. I myself didn't know what is wrong with me but I keep telling myself that I will try my best to change back to become a better person. I am really sorry if I really hurt you a lot for this 4 years being together. I really hope that you really forgive me. Baby, from my bottom of my heart, I really do love you the most dear. I am really afraid of losing you. I just want to stay with you forever and be happy together. I keep telling myself that I really don't want to leave you no matter what. Each time you saying "we shouldn't be together", i really afraid to lose you because i really do love you a lot. I hope that you will know this. Baby, thanks for making me happy for this few years. I feel enthusiastic whenever I see both of us spent time together happily. My weakness part is that I really scared of you scolding me. I just feel really afraid each time you scolded me. My mind will suddenly will turn blank and I can't think of anything and I will stunt for a long time because I don't know what to do next :'( Story will be continue. I'm sorry . My headache hurts my head really a lot. I love you my babykush, wiffey ❤️. Muacks 😘 Your sincerely, Hubby